Thomas thank you again for inspiring me to do something. rather planting a seed but man doing that for two big projects is impressive lmao

i liked documenting the results of my art process, i have a channel in telegram and my oldies remember that i used to post "sketches this month" where i just dumped pictures of sketches/art i made this month. with my move to sweden in 2023 i somehow stopped doing that. i was tired started getting permanently busy/sluggish, months turned into one big stretch and mixed together, the feeling of them just passing by with a whistling sound didn't go away still though...

i tried first to scan my sketchbooks at work with that multifunctional printer scanner. bad idea, wasted time. then in 2024 i bought a scaner and i was like "let's gooooooooooooo let's scan ALL of them". by all i meant sketches and sketchbooks i made in Munich and in Gothenburg and a little bit of everything else. aha jupp everything is going to be smooth and easy... she thought. stray hair didn't think that you can adjust scanning are and trimmed full sizes in paint contrast was off pictures too big etc etc whatever no perfection exist in this world so my scans are not perfect either.

some stuff are just pictures of my sketches i cropped the photos to mimic scans so they look so‑so haha. a lot of them are somewhere in Ukraine stored, some of them i gifted and i will never be able to actually scan them, so mimicking is the only answer haha

a lot of artists throw away their work that keeps ups space/they dislike/too old and not representative anymore. to me the idea of archiving is aligned and showing everything even imperfect and bad quality bad ideas bad execution, non-filtered (like beer...) is inherently even erotic and vulnerable somehow... i think if i encontered something like that on the internet, i would bookmark that stuff and maybe once in three months looked through five sketchbooks at a time and forgot until the next time haha. the pictures you see there is my body of art spanning 10+ years. i also think to maybe post my film/digital photography there too and my paper mache stuff later..? who wants to make a 3d model of my scary mask?

posting regularly never worked with me because i have a very high internal barrier to actually do that. i was never disciplined enough to do that as well, i tried to post to deviantart, to instagram but the format i like is to do instagram stories and dump to my personal telegram channel.

and now something struck me. the time has came. bam

thanks there is a possibility now to lower this potential barrier in my head and now i can utilize whatever combo of llms of my choice to be my helpers to actually make things that i have 0 clue on how to.

sooooo enjoy lol. email me if you want a commission???????? maybe????

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